Today

Today we found out that our precious baby has anencephaly and omphalocele.  Her perfect hands and feet poked out, moving and showing life, from behind the two masses that show us she will not survive.  I am beyond words.  My sadness...beyond...description.  It's almost as if my previous life stopped at 12:57pm, and I am now living an entirely new one.  New characters, new adversary, and new ending.